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Won't be back posting till exams are over, which will be on 8th May.

In another words, i'll be MIA(ing).

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Anything, contact me through phone @ 98821023.

Won't be online or friendster(ing) either.

♥♥♥

Oh well, Monday blues again. And school sucks to the core. Especially Miss Florence Leong! (hardcore bitch) :> Changed our seating arrangement to by-regiester-number seating arrangement. Damn, i'm located right at the front, infront of the whiteboard. >:( Fine, who asked me to be the 11th..... Total crapshit okehsxzx. Worse of all is, i have two remedials in a row, immediately after school. And the weather's superduper warm. >: (Pissed!)

Skipped Maths remedial though. 1hr of freedom! :> Planned to meet Claire for shopping at Bugis afterschool. But damn, Physics remedial came in at the wrong time and spoilt everything. )(*&^%$#@! Fine.. So my dearest Baby came to the rescue. :> He cabbed down right after school from Boonlay to find me. (inserthappyfaces!) Headed to 7-11 with Baby, Valerie and Babyjo. Went to bought some snacks, and went off with Baby to other places to slack till Physics's about to start. :> Parted with Baby around 3.30, and went off for extra lessons. (Irritated!)

Half dead during Physics remedial as it was super warm, and that i was way too sleepy. >: Until Baby text me and say he'll be waiting for me until i finish lesson. So sweet right! :> Rushed off to meet him after remedial, and the er xin da bian couple from my class keep showing their lovely-ness infront of me and Baby when we're walking behind them. (-.-) Walked home afterthat with Baby, hawhawhaw. :> Ok, overall. School sucks like yourholymamabitchass! >:

Requested by Dominic. (-.-) 10 good reaons about him.

01: He's nice.

02: He's funny.

03: He talks rubbish.

04: He's ridiculous.

05: He likes to ask me alot of rubbish.

06: He likes to talk crap.

07: He's a gay.

08: He lives very far from me.

09: He's retarded.

10: He knows Joshua Ang. (Grins!) ^^

Some of the reason above doesn't match with him being good. I can't think of any more good points about him, therefore i anyhow fill in the blank. Hawhaw!

Thought through for the whole of yesterday. Decided to let go off what that doesn't belong to me, i'll get moved on with my life. And i'll consider again, whether to continue the relationship with some people. To those who showed concern, thankyou very much. :D

The ladies who's been there for me.

KailuGirlfriend, QianningSweetheart, EuniceBaby.

JiayiSister, PeishuanSister.

(♥♥♥)

64246527, ♥.

Emotions starting to run wild again, this feeling's coming back to me once again. I've tried moving on, i've tried getting over you. But it's hard to let this go, it's harder than expected. Everytime i looked out of the window, i wished it's you who is walkingby. Everytime i recieve a message or call, i prayed hard that it's you. Everytime when night falls, i start missing you badly. I miss the times when you will ask me to call you, hours of sms-ing in the night, disturbings and etc. You never knew those little things that we did tghtr, left a great impact on me. There are times when i missed you so badly, that tears came rolling down uncontrollably. I wonder why, wonder if you know how much i love you. I'll be more than contended when i get to see you around. And having to be with you in the early morning, would brighten up my whole entire day. You never knew how much you meant to me. Sometimes i really wonder, wonder if you still remember that i'm still waiting here...

64246527, ♥.

Is it true that there's no point waiting? Is it true that we're never meant to be? I thought things would start getting better, as time goes by. Each time i look out of the window, i wished you'll be the one walking pass. Each time i look at the phone, i wished the text/call was from you. You'll never know, how much i'm missing you.

Met my dearest Eunice Koh like finally hurrrrrrrr. /: Miss her like abcdefghijkl (!) Slacked at 107, something disgusting happened. O: Lolllll. Fuckthat Eunice Koh, dont want help me take my bag when i'm alr super scared. (-'-) Hahaha. Nolah, i love her to the max can! ^^ Hawhawhaw. Headed to school, met KailuGirlfriendsxzxz. Afterawhile, headed for morning assembly. Superduperlong. (-.-) Waste time only. Headed for Chinese lesson, slacked all the way, cause i alr finished all my homework. Goodgirl right! ^^ Disturbed Ronaldsister, lmfao! SS Period is oh-so-loved. Mrs Choo was away and the whole class had so much fun. Valerie and co. made me laugh till stomachache, nahbehsxzxzx. O: Englishlesson, talktalktalk and kept talking with Valerie and co. again. Talk so much jiao things. (-.-) But very fun you know? ^^ Mathslesson was horrible. Didn't run from class today, reason being, Mingyi's a goodgirl yo! Stayed in class. But didn't pay a single bit of attention to whatthefuck Ahleong was talking about. ._. Busy writing love letter for KailuGirlfriend, cause i owe her since lastweek. O: Lunched time got held back by that Ahleong. (-'-) Old virgin. Afterlesson, homed. And then tuitioned. ^^

I (luv) Eunice, Kailu and YukiyoDaughter!

AND JOSHUA ANG IS SUPERHOTHOTHOT. (Winks!)

Monday blues (?) O: Nevermind, i still manage to survive during school hours today. ^^ Woke up and realised that it was alr 7.08. Wanted to take my time, but fear that Nicholas would be waiting. So i changed and washed up. And left house without tying my hair. ._. How amazing hurrrr, Mingyileave home without her hair being neat. (Winks!)

Bused to school area. And met up with Nicholas. Walked around to kill time, bought drinks and then headed to look for swings at playground, but didn't find any swings. >: Sat the void deck and crapped, hawhawhaw. Kept laughing non-stop when i see old people. I dontknow. X: Just can't control my laughter, you seeee. Went to school around 8plus. 5th pinkslip plus one extra statement form. Suppose to report for detention, but i dont bother at all, hawhawhaw. ^^

Headed back to class afterthat for lessons. Boring to the max. ._. Skipped Elective Geog for dental appointment. Oh-so-scary. >: Went to look for Valerie after dental checkup, then headed for recess. I walked around the school today like mad woman without tying hair. Damn no face la, nahbehsxzxz. O: For once, POA lesson ended oh-so-fast, lol. Went walking around before Maths lesson started. Then run to 3E4 when saw Ahleong coming. (-.-) Metup with Shadrina, and went for Ahleong's lesson late. Like usual hurrrrrr, keep complaining and nagging about exam coming. Like as if she's the one taking exam. Oh-what-the-fook. (-.-) Afterschool. Haohao suppose to come find me, in the end, put me aeroplane, nahbehsxzxz. So headed home to rest after school, hawhawhaw. ^^

64246527, ♥.

Was it because i thought too much.

Or was it because i was too silly and naive.

To even think that when time goes past, you'll ever turn and look my way.

I really enjoy having you around, no matter in whatever way.

Each time i get to have you with me, i really wished that time could stop.

I never like being parted from you, really.

Because i dont know when's the next time i'll be able to have you, once more.

I dislike those time when we disagree. And when you tell me about others.

You wouldn't know how much it hurts deep inside.

And you'll never know how much jealousy kills.

Each time i look at the phone vibrates.

I really wish and pray hard that it's you.

I really wonder if you've ever bothered and care.

And i really wonder if you still remember that i'm still waiting.

Lack of updates. Due to busy schedule. /:

Today marks the end of schoolweek. (Happy!) Yesterday went to school with Eunice. (L) Dontknow what happened to my dear girl. Like very sad hurrrrrr. O: Headed to school to meet KailuGirlfriend. Passed the letter and then met Babyjo. ^^ Assembly and blah. Lessons as pernormal. Boring to the max okay. (Tsk!) Went for tuition in the evening. Crap, fucktard stuffs happened. Half-dead during tuition, though. /: No idea why. Jiayi and Peishuan then walked me to the bustop. Cried on the way. Lucky i had my two girls with me. ^^ Felt better after talking to them. Ontheway home, recieved tw very touching message from them. Muchmuch luvz! :D

Woke up late this morning. Wanted to rush to school as i didn't want to be late, and cause Eunice was waiting for me at 107. But then, the god-damn bus took super long to arrive (-.-) Reached school. Filled up pinkslip. 4th time, suppose to report to OM2 for detention. But i skipped it. ^^ Who would want to waste time for detention and sit infront of Sari. (Tsktsktsk!) Went to change for PE. But then all the girls did was to watch the guys do their NAFA test. -.- Lessons as pernormal. Had alot of fun during Chinese lessons. ^^ George, Clement and Marc keep disturbing each other. Talked about gays stuffs. Lmao! Afterschool, went home straight as i'm very tired. Hohohoh. ^^ No school tmr. Happy like fuck shiatz! Update again, soon.

Not updating much. Mind's in a fucking blank. O:

Went to with a superduper no mood mind, was as good as dead during lesson times. Recessed with Bryanlau and co. Went Boys' toilet to wait for them to smoke and all. Headed for lesson, Yasmin made me awake with those poke-poke. ^^ Lunchtime, stayed with Bryanlau in class again. Slacked with Eunice and Bryanlau afterschool. Excitement turns out to be dissapointments. O: Wasn't that happy, though. Skipped Maths remedial, and went walking miles and miles of road with Bryanlau, Tao Wang and Azim. From Bedokgreen walk until Bedoktown Secondary there. /: Bryanlau and co. then walked to me to bustop, bused home and then prepared for appointment with Mum at FSC.

64246527, ♥

My mind was in a blank, i was lost for words.

But still, i should feel glad that you ever had feelings for me, once.

This mean more than anything else to me.

I'm sick of the hopes you give. And then make me end up like a fool.

I'll smile and be happy everyday, as i don't want you to feel guilty.

I'll stay strong, because you said as long as i'm happy, you'll be happy.

I don't want to remain like this, anymore.

From the start, i was just being naive. It's time to face the reality.

I guess, it's time you walk your way, and i walk my way.

Though it's hard to give up and forget.

But still, i must learn to be strong. -

知道你曾经喜欢我, 就足够了.

Longlong delay for the update. Alright, back. ^^

Tuesday, 31March09'

Went to school alone. (If i'm not wrong) As Eunice was late. Went to school, nothing much though. Baked cupcake for 64246527, but he wasn't in school. Dumped it in the end. Thought 64246527 wouldn't know a thing. Endup, Eunice told him. O: At night, talked to 64246527 for a lil' while on the phone, then hanged. Sms-ed afterthat, stopped aftermath due to a small misunderstanding between us. Talked to Eunice then, all that i could say was that, i'm superduperultra dissapointed at that point of time. O:

Wednesday, 01April09'

Definitely not a way to start a brand new month. Lessons as pernormal though, finally understood everything of POA. With the help of Amelia. ^^ Greatjob (!) Now, i'm able to handle my POA muchmuch better alr. Stayed back in class for lunch, was watching the guys play O2Jam, i think. Afterschool, went to 7-11 with Ronald and Bryanlau. Bought drink and shared with Bryanlau, while Ronald bought his babyfood. ^^ Lol, then afterthat, both of them walked me home. And then went to shower and took a short nap.

Bused for tuition @ 6. Reached rather early, waited for Sisters to arrive. Maths tuition as per normal. After tuition, headed to Loyangpoint with my two dearest Sisters. (L) Miss them so much cansxzxz. As i can only see them once per week. O: Headed to buy their stuffs. And then Jiayi left first. So Peishuan walked with me. ^^ (Thankyou, Sister!) Talked alot. Shared opinions and she told me what to do. (Like usual) Afterthat, bused home, showered and then went to bed.

Thursday, 02April09'

Wokeup earlier than before, as was meeting Bryanlau for school. Bused to school, saw Ronald on the bus. So headed to meet Bryanlau together. He reached earlier than i did. ^^ Amazing oh. Headed for block 107 afterthat, to meetup with Eunice. Waited for Junkang to arrive, then Junkang stole away Bryanlau from me, as he wanted to go school late O: Lessons as pernormal again. Slacked during PE, as i wasn't feeling well. Keep having the feeling to vomit. -.- Lessons afterthat. Boring like shit. Thus, causing me to be distracted. Whole two periods of English was slacking and sleeping while the rest did their homework.

Wenthome afterschool. Was freaking bored to the max, though. O: School smsed Mum about the signing of Commontest paper. Bloodyhell. So let her sign, and got nagged a lil' while as i failed it. Ignore ignore. ^^ Afterthat. Mum went to help Dad at the stall. Then she call back and say school send her sms again, say i never hand in my Maths book/file. Whatthefuck. (-'-) Fucktard Ahleong can jolly-well go and die. I handed up my files longtime ago alr. Bitch! So i got nagged, once again.

Friday, 03April09'

This morning. Wokeup and reached block 107 early. Waited for Eunice to arrive. Supposed to go with Junkang, Lebrone and co to 85 for breakfast, and then go for school late. But didn't want to, so headed to school before that. I made my dearest Eunice laughed like mad. ^^ Cause i don't wish to see my dearest girl so upset and frustrated over so many things. (Meluvyou!) Lessons as pernormal. Mathslesson was passing letter with Bryansiah. ^^ Although, we're just beside each other. Bryanlau smsed me at 8plus, going 9. Say he just wokeup, so he came to school late. Lol right?

Recessed with Valerie and Ronald. :D Had muchmuch fun. (L) Englishperiod. Saw 64246527. And he came over to talk to me and asked me things. O: Decided to tell him (...) But MissEmmie down there kpkb. Nahbehsxzxz! Got punished for not doing her homework that's due for one week alr, lol. Assembly afterthat. Abit boring, so no life. (-.-) What councillor stuffs. And Malaydance thing. Went home afterschool with Valerie. Slept, and then went to FSC at 4 for appointment. Ontheway home, saw JosephWongWeiJie! ^^ Go tuition worsxzxzx. Heheh, bused back together. I got bullied O: Dinnered and then now using computer. It's getting a lil' wordy hurrrrrrr, update again, soon. ^^

Eunicekoh, Luvz.

No matter rain or shine, or how hard things will be, you know i'll always be here. 11month going to be, we've always been together, despite the fact that we do disagree with each other. Quarrels and fights do happens, but all those things made us even stronger than before. Don't get sad cause of him, cause he don't worth you being so stressed up. I know you're given false hope all the time, and i know you're always hurt by the facts. But don't worry, i'll be your listening ear whenever you need me. I'll just be a call/sms away from you alright. You made me realised, what a true bestfriend is. (L)

Jocelyn, Luvz.

Saying sorry, won't meant back all those mistake that are done. From strangers, to friends, to unseperatable friends. We do disagree at times too, but still, we do give in to each other to avoid conflicts. We didn't use to like each other in the past. Perhaps, it's meant to be this way, for long. Drifting further and further apart, wasn't the most important thing. You've changed, way too much. From someone who doesn't speak vulgarities. Now you would hurl vulgarities at anyone, as and when you like, indirectly causing pain to others. I'm speechless though, but i would very much want to thank you for this 4month plus of friendship. We won't be the bestest friends anymore, normal friends, would do us better. (L) -

64246527, ♥

All these while, i know nothing would ever come out of us.

I was so silly and naive. To even think that you'll ever look at my way.

Like a bubble. You blow and pop, as and when you like.

And those lovely bubbles that are filled with hopes, ended up with nothing.

Sometimes i really wished, that i could understand you.

I've came to realise, what's mine will be mine.

And those that doesn't belong to me, will never be mine.

Nonetheless, that included you as well.

I wanted you, really badly. But then, thinking back, it's really time to let go.

I believe i've did more than what i can do. And i really tried my best.

Yet, i still failed to capture your heart.

Therefore, i've made up my mind to let go.

Because, i'm very tired. Very tired, of everything that's happening.