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New blogskin. Sick of all the white and plain background. (Grins) Decided to change new skin, since i was rather bored while doing my homework. And a great big hug and thank you to Celeste, for helping me out with the codes and colour of background when i messed it all up. (Luvvvs!) Oh, and do visit http://www.theheartaffair.blogspot.com, and support this blogshop. Nice personalized studs. (Winks!) Okay. I feel like im promoting things here (._.) Hohohoh.

Went to school in the morning. Yes, i miss BabyJo so much O: Just nice when she reached class, Sweetheart came to look for me. Shocked. Didnt know she was so nice. (Grins) Talked awhile, then headed to parade square for assembly. Got damn hot. And something went wrong with the sound system. Have to re-sing the national anthem and say the pledge (-.-) But obviously, i didnt. I dont do silly stuffs like this. (Hohohoh!) Had badminton for P.E. Ages since i've enjoyed P.E so much. Played with BabyJo at first. Then with BryanSiah and Delvin, the badminton pro. Play until mad. Run here and there. Sweat like mad, but enjoyed myself alotlotlot. :D Something happened before P.E end. Quarrelled with BabyJo as i was damn pissed of with (something) :( Made her cry. So sorry, love. Delvin then played with me, he kept so quiet cause he know im damn pissed off. But now, me and BabyJo's fine alrdy (L)

Lessons as pernormal. Nothing much. During recess, BabyJo went to take her POA test. So went to find Josephkor. Take so long lah he O: Went to look for Benson and Weizhi. Dont know what they talking about. Got problem between Weizhi and Constantkor. Then Josephkor accompany me go buy sandwich and drink. Then headed to look for Constantkor. Went to bball court tghtr. Weizhi and Constant settle their problem. End up, alot of people from third level, 2N2 all stand at staircase look. (-.-) Talk, talk, talk. Then bell ring. Josephkor walk me back to class. Lessons again. Bored like mad O: Then home after school. :)

What a way to start a day O: Damn that two 222 bus. Both passed by and never stop. (-.-) Then it was very late alrd. Decided to walk to school with Shirlyn. Then the bus came. (Tsk!) Damn waste time lah. Went school. Straight go parade square. Reached just in time. The gate was almost going to be locked. (Lol!) BabyJo didnt come school ): Pangseh me alone. So good of her right? Never go school also never tell me. Physics test. I didnt study (._.) Some know. But the thickertape thing or whatever the name is thing. I dont know O: Gone case. Can pass, im contented enough. Screw Physics! :/

POA lesson. POA test (._.) Should be can pass ah. Quite easy. (Lol!) Lessons as per normal and all. Some people can leave school at 11.20 due to Sports'Heat. Teachers never come as they followed the students. (Hohoh!) Free period after that for Physics. Play like mad. Piercings, punchings and all. Fun like mad. Then started putting things on each other's hair. After that, went down with Ronald to canteen. Got drink and bread. Headed to soccer field. Watched them played soccer. So boring one cansxzxz! O: Then still dare ask me pick ball. But didnt, cause Joel went to take the ball. Sat under the sun, listened music and wondering whats so fun about soccer (-.-) After that, headed back to class and had Geography. Jane molested me O: Keep touching me. (Hohohoh!)

After school. Headed back home straight away. Saw WeiXiang at bustop with SeowShong and all. Then they smoked. WeiXiang offered me. But i didnt, as i wasnt in the mood. Then WeiXiang keep disturbing me. Then he let me bite him. (Hohohoh!) How nice of him huh. Then after that, from bad mood become good mood. Credits to WeiXiang! :D He promise to let me bite him next time. He says that its not painful at all (-.-) After that. Home-ed, showered, and did Maths homework. (Yalah, Izwah will say there's fireworks tmrw) (Lol!) Because everyone thinks that if Mingyi does her Maths homework, its a miracle. Ya da ya da. I'll stop here. Talk to JosephKorrrr and WeiXiang :}

See the paperplate on top? Not nicely taken lah. But its filled with love on it, you know? (L) Must be wondering who isit from right (???) Its from my boyfriend. (Hohohoh!) No lah. Its from my dearest loved ones from GuidanceProgramme. Many wishes and messages on the paperplate. As today is the lastlastlast Groupwork session. Saddening eh? >:0 I used to dislike Groupwork sososo much. But now, i know i'll miss it so damn badly. (InsertManyManySadFaces)

Went to school in the morning. Woke up at 6.30, still manage to reach school at the same timing. Shall sleep till 630 from now onwards. (Hohohoh!) Walked to school. On the way, met Sweetheart. She never wear specs, then keep seeing stuffs blurly. (Lol!) Walked to my class put bag. Went to buy drink, then go find EBaby. After that, walked back to class to find BabyJo. Then Sweetheart went off to find other people. (LuvvvvSweetheart!) Lessons as per normal. First period Chinese. Boring like fcuk! O: Half of the class cannot do the test, because never finish the journal thingy. Finish the journal, then can do test. Anyhow do, cause dont know what the heck is the question asking (T-T) Then Social Studies. Boring and lost. People write until so much alrd, i haven even start. Then when i starting to do. The fire alarm ring. The practice thing (-.-) Waste my time. So hot somemore. Idiotsczxzx. Talked alot of things with BabyJo after that. (Lol!)

English after recess. Boringtothemaxplease (._.) Do the summary thing. Same comprehension passage. Like do forever one leh. Everyday also 'Lily learns to drive'. No change at all. Damn bored. Then teacher talktalktalk about passage. My eyes keep closing, so hard to keep my eyes big and awake lah O: Sleepy like heck. Then she write on the board the summary draft thing. Whatthefuckshitboring (-.-) Then suddenly BabyJo talk to me about shopping stuffs and our date. Whole person suddenly damn energetic. (Lol!) Going Parkway this Friday for my colourful pen @ Muji. (Grins) Somebody going to pay for me worsczxzx. So nice right? (Hohohoh!) Maths was hella brainjuice gone. The equations and all making me mad. (Tsk!)

After school. Went to have lunch with BabyJo at canteen. Rained like mad. Cannot go home (._.) So sit and slacked awhile. Tingting and Haohao wanted to come and fetch me. (SoNiceRight?) But in the end never, cause i went to meet Momma for phone. After got the phone, then bus-ed home. While Momma went to help Dad at shop. Home-ed, showered, changed. Headed to bustop to wait for Samuel. As it was the first time meeting, so even when he came, i didnt realise. (Lol!) Was talking to Tingting on the phone when suddenly someone tapped me on my shoulder. Then i realised he was there. Alighted before we reached. Then walked to find Tingting, Haohao and Louis. Raining like cats and dogs lah (._.) Then Samuel took umbrella shelter shelter. (Hohohoh!) Walked me to find the three loved ones alrd, then he went to meet his friend. (Tyvm,Luvvv!)

Went in. Slacked and all. Disiao Louis like mad. (Lol!) Ahgua. Blast music. Heard one song. Damn shag. All Haohao's fault >:0 On such music. (Raaah!) Wait for everybody to reach. Then start the game. Today talked about Sex. (Lmfao!) Damn gay lah, the topic. But to the guys, its hot stuffs. (Lmao!) Played the V game thingy. Damn fun. Haohao, Farhan and Ahmad tio sabo. Then must paste the sexygirl picture infront of them. (Lol!) Actually whatever i say, you wont understand. Unless you played the game. So yeah, no need tell right? (Lol!) But no, we didnt play disgusting games. Its suppose to be a talk on Teenage and Sex stuffs. (Hohohoh!) After that, did papercards stuffs. Then had pizza as it was the last session of Groupwork. Will miss each other so much >:0 We cant wait for the GuidanceProgramma Sports'Day and RockClimbingProgramme. (Grins!)

After Groupwork. Went to accompany Huda and Yiling take things, while Tingting, Haohao and Haohao's friend went to smoke. After that, wanted go dinner tghtr as pizza wasn't filling enough. But we're all too lazy. So we decided to head back home, while Tingting go home and meet her JijiBoyf. (Lol!) Walked and talked. Heart-to-heart talk on the way back with Tingting. Talk until damn shag. Then quiet all the way. All left cause bus came. So Haohao and his friend waited for the bus with me. (L!) Then home sweet home. :)

I tried so hard, so hard that everything seems to be getting from bad to worse. From trying to win you back, I guess I'm not only getting further and further away from that. I think, I'm starting to lose confidence in every single thing. Its so hard for me to get up again, from this fall. When nothing's keeping my mind occupied. Thats the time when my mind and emotions will start running wild, again. Tears starts falling, Questions running through my mind. When I hear those rumours and stuffs from your friends, what i heard seriously made me feel very dissapointed, is how you protective you are, over her now. You told me you'll never give her anymore chance, cause you've waited for almost a year. You told me so many bad stuffs about her, you said it with so much hatred. You were so harsh to her when I'm with you. Yet, in a blink of eyes. You're protecting her over whatever who talks about her. You're such a bastard. But I cant help, falling for you.

As requested as some people. I've decided to blog for their sake. Plus, im so sick of the previous post. I feel so bloody dissapointed okay. (And yes, pardon me, if there's alot of vulgarities in this post) Im just so fucking hell fucked up. That anyone who tries to provoke me, will end up......... (AddInWordYourself) ._. Went to school in the morning. Met up with EBaby at the Mamashop as last minute decision. Bought drink and then headed to school. Sweetheart waited for me outside the class. (Luvluvluvsxzxz!) Went in class. Sitsit and talk. Laugh like mad woman, thanks to the both of them. (L!) Then, BabyJo came. Come in only, then quarrel with me like fuck. Mad woman (-.-) Quarrel for fun one lah. She loves me, i know. (Heheheh!) EBaby got fucking shocked, listening to how BabyJo scolded me. (VeryFierceOneITellYou) >:0 Ahlian cansxzxzx. (Hohohoh!)

After that, went down for assembly. Sweetheart and me starting fighting. (Lmao!) Whack me so hard. So i whack back. Then fight fight fight. EBaby come stop us. End up, EBaby and Sweetheart fight. Me and BabyJo runrunrun. (Lol!) They tickle until siao. Me and BabyJo laugh until pengsxzxzx. Breakfast for interaction time. Milo and Nasi Lemak. Shittty food. (Lol!) Never eat. Drank milo, the food throw. Went back class. Lessons and blah ._. AhTeo lesson most funny. Keep talking rubbish. Then make those sound effect. BabyJo laugh like an idiotsczxzx. (Lmao!) Then say what police stuffs. What plane stuffs. Geography to SAF and more. Interesting right? But having DM to be your teacher, not good. Test fail, detention, detention, and more detention. (-.-) So sad right.

Alot of things happened ah. Talked to Yulu and text-ed Sammy in POA lesson. (Lmao!) Talk until damn fun. Laugh like mad. Alot secret secret. (Grins) During recess. Never go down. So stay in class, use computer. After that, BryanLau come find me. So much fun. (Hohohoh!) Keep whispering here and there. After that, went friendster. BabyJo go see (starstarstar)'s profile. Saw her face. Damn irritated (-'-) Then Ronald talk to me. I suddenly take the keyboard thing. The long long one whack him. (Lol!) I dont know why i did that also. Damn irritated when i see (starstarstar)'s profile. Then started screaming and all. Cannot control you know? Somemore when Sammy told me so many things. (Fuckshitsxzxzxz!)

After school Supposed to go lunch with BabyJo at LongJohnSilver. But never, cause got that fucking shit Maths remedial. Go there, also like idiot one. The teacher pronounce word like short tongue. (-.-) Hear her talk. Laugh until mad. No wonder last week, the guys keep learning they way she talk. (Lol!) After school. Went to meet Mum at backgate to fetch me. Then headed to Tampines FSC. Then after settle thing. Wanted to go EastPoint eat. End up we both lazy, so headed home instead. Talked alot. And thats all for today. (Hohohoh!) Shall try to update as long as im free. So........... Till then! :D

Thankyou Sweetheart, EBaby, BabyJo, Sammy. (L!) Sweetheart, I'll learn to stand strong without him. I'll dry my tears after each time and cry. And try to move on a lil'. I wont be a dissapointment, anymore. I know I still have my loved ones, always standing by me. (L!)

Sleepless night, without you with me. It feels so much like the world has come to an end. Way back to the past, when you talked things out and comforted me when i failed in my previous relationship. You spend your whole day telling me alot of things. You helped me scolded him who broke my heart at that point of time. You helped me by pairing up with me, trying to provoke him, like what he did to me. You made me laugh nonstop. You cheered me up when im down. You didnt left me alone in the darkness, when nobody cared. You told me about the girl that you've waited for almost a year. I admit i was jealous. And you too, was jealous about some our stuffs about me and my previous boyfriend. But unexpectedly, we started being together. From a fake one, to a real one.

From 11January2009, 10.33pm. You promised to be the one who will be there for me, no matter what happens. You said you'll love me, forever. From then on, you became the special one, in my heart. Many things happened then on. Because you were with me, many people were unhappy about it. They pointed fingers that you snatched me away from him. I know you weren't happy about it. But all you said was that you don't care how others think, as long as you can be with me. Very touched by what you said, really. Our first dating, @ Changi Airport. It's something that can never be forgotten. Unhappy things happened on our first date, too. Some people followed us. It made you very unhappy, but still, you didn't show out your unhappiness to me. You just said not to bother about them.

The first time you held my hand. The first time you hold me so tightly. You kept me warm when i felt cold. You lend me your shoulder when i felt tired. I knew and i felt very blessed. I know that i've got you. And you're all that i ever wanted. I didnt want to part with you on our first date, because i realised im getting more and more in love with you. The next day, in fact, the whole of the week, we met up with each other everyday. Because both of us wanted to see each other, very badly. You tried many ways, to kept me accompany, even if it was late in the night. You brought me home even when you have to go home. You surprised me with a kiss and held me tight before i left. You made me feel very very blessed, i swear.

You brought me medicine when i felt sick. You never fail to travel from somewhere far, just to pick me up. You always give in to me. You're always there when i needed you, without fail. And even if its just a short period of time that we can spend together, but i still think its worth it. Because every single minute or second with you, would be so precious. You never failed to take away my burden when i felt so stressed up. You never fail to take my pain away for me. You made life, so easy for me. Yet all these things, its too late for me and you, by the time i realises it.......

By the time i realise everything, you're gone. Gone, so far, so far away. So far that i cant have you back, no more. You left me, because of my attitude. Yes, i admit i did take things for granted. I dont appreciate things around me. I think only for myself. I didnt bother about how you felt. Im selfish, very. I said all those things to you on Tuesday night, without realising that i made you felt so bad, so dissapointed, so pissed. I thought you will understand how im feeling, by telling you everything. In fact, i was wrong. So, so, so wrong. Like what you've said, you've given me more than enough chances to change. But i didnt bother, i was ignore them. Like what you've said, im giving you more than enough stress. Im sorry, very sorry, for being a burden to you all these while. I caused everything, so there's nobody that i can blame.

Nothing would have happened, if i didnt say all those things. So now, even if i make an effort to change. You wont be back, no more. And i just realised from somewhere that you wanted to go Sentosa with me, be with me, and share your life with me. If not of my attitude, i wouldnt have realised so many things. Yes, the truth would always hurt. I too, wanted to go Sentosa with you, be with you forever, and share my life with you. But all these things, wont be happening. Because you're gone, gone for long. I wish i can see you for the last time, i wish i can hug you for the last time. Where's the forever love that you've promised?

Move on? Just a little step from moving on, would hurt me so much. I dont wish to move on, because i still need you. Very badly. Somebody asked me, if i think back. Are my memories good ones, or bad ones. Needless to say. They're definitely good memories. Because he's never did anything wrong to me. And he's always there for me. I dont wish to say goodbye at all. But, im here, standing at a point where i have no more choice to make. But, to say goodbye.

Back to blogging. Hohoh, big thank you to those who tried helping me make the blogskin (L) But still, there's a need to mend back the boxes for the profile, links and tagboard. The boxes are so close to the side >: Anybody help to bring it slighty to the right? :D

Back to blogging, blog briefly about what happened for the whole week. Monday and Tuesday, cant really rmbmr what happened. Went back to school after the long weekend. Then after school on Tuesday, went home to take a rest. Changed and then went off to meet TingPoh. Slacked awhile, then went GP. Saw my lovely ladies (L) Janelle got a new hairstyle. She look effing hot. (Hohohoh!) Watched video and blah. Haohao keep disturbing me when watching video. (Rah!) GP ended quite fast. After GP, went to slack with the rest of them. Bought food and drink. Smoked and then went to void deck with Tingting, Haohao, Huda and Yiling. Slacked awhilewhile more, then Haohao's friend come. Went back home after that with Tingting. Talked alot of stuffs while on the way home. Enjoy staying with them so much (L)

Wednesday, nothing much. Thursday, went to school early. Waited for BabyJo to arrive in school. Feeling supergoddamn unwell. Very bad sore throat + Flu + Fever. Plus unhappy stuffs happened. Almost feel like breaking down can >: Suddenly, cough until damn badly. Then i cough until want to vomit. Shazli saw alrd, then brought me the dustbin and plastic bag. (ThankYouBrother!) Then felt so sick and mixed feelings here and there. Tried to reach him. But he didnt bother about him. Seeing those text messages he replied. God damn heartbroken :/ But you know, i gotta live with it yo'! Then BabyJo came. Told her what happened. And i started tearing nonstop, yes, nonstop. I cannot stop myself from crying. Im not useless, i just dont want to lose him! >:0 After that, all the girls came to console me. (ThankYouGirls) Then went down to paprade square. Halfway Shazli come and say Mr Tan want pass me a message. I thought ask me stand infront of parade square (-.-) End up is ask if im okay, whether i need to go to the sickbay. I say no need.

Then accompany BabyJo they all to change into PE, as first two period was PE. Halfway, recieved the messages from him. Read until cry again. Stayed in the toilet awhilewhile. Aslinda and BabyJo then accompanied me (Luvluvluvsczxzx!) Then went up to hall. Sit at stage, watched them play badminton. Was wondering why others can be so happy. Yet i choose to be so sad, crying and sitting down there and waiting for his messages like a fool. But i couldnt figure out why. Then recieved his messages once again. Read and cried. Aslinda accompanied me again, went downstairs. Wanted to buy drink, but never, cause AhTeo and OM2 down there. For the whole day, only thing i do is stare into space, cry and feel damn sick. After recess, cannot take it anymore. Almost faint in class. Then Shazli and BabyJo report me sick, then send me to sickbay. Then school send me back home. (ThanksBrotherAndLove!) Went home, showered, slept then went to the doctors. God damn hate doctors. (Tsk!)

Today, went to school. Lessons as per normal ah. AhLeong kept on bugging me for my Maths homework. So fucking irritated by her (-.-) Abibit better than yesterday. But have difficulty talking, cause my throat still pain. Collected my IC during recess. (Hohohoh!) JosephKor keep saying i old. What an idiotsczxzx. (Lol!) Nothing much for today lahlahlah :D I (luvvv) Sweetheart, EBaby, BabyJo!

Tuesday, 10Feb.

Went to school with EBaby and Sweetheart. What happened in school, forgot alrd. Went to find Chian Hui if im not wrong. Her mama fly. Think i good friend with her. Your hair cut until ugly, not my effing problem okay (-.-) After school, Sweetheart came to find me. Then went to wait for Baby, then headed to Tmall tghtr. Headed to XCraft to get present for Baby (L) Choose here and there. Cannot decide which one to get. (Lol) After that, went to take a rest with Baby and Sweetheart. Went off to walk around after that. Then met Joroc and Daryl. After that, Baby, Sweetheart and me went to walk around. Met Wanting after that for Groupwork, and then bus-ed home with Wanting as she went to her boyf's house :)

Wednesday, 11Feb.

Went to school as per normal. Met EBaby and Sweetheart. Went to school, and blah. School as per normal lah, suppose to meet Baby after school. But that fucked up, idiotic moron DM send me for counselling and detention blah. (-'-) Fucking waste my time. Rushed home after everything. Met Baby only for awhilewhile. (InsertManySadFaces) Passed Baby's his present. Then headed for tuition. Earlier than my two precious (L) Hohohoh. After tuition, went back home and sleep.

Thank you Baby for everything (L) Been through everything with me, helped me in whatever that i needed help. Hohohoh. I (luv) the ring (L) But i love you more. Hohohoh. Everything i want to say to you, is on the letter alrd :D

Thursday, 12Feb.

School as per normal. Blah, talked alot of craps. Afternoon, went for the GP @ Tamp. Met Baby (L) Slack awhile, then went off. Saw Janelle and Ahmad. Ahmad broke his right hand. (LaughOutLoud) Did some question stuffs. Then went off. Surprised that Wanting and Haohao waited for me outside without telling me (L) Hohohoh. Slacked awhile. And Haohao made us laugh like no mother. Bite Haohao's hand. Now his hand got 'tattoo', from Wanting also (LaughOutLoud) Walked around the HDB blocks. Then Haohao bought me drink :D Then they smoked and blah. Walked me to bustop. Laugh non-stop cause of Haohao's silly jokes. Went home, something happened between me and Momma. Cause of SamanthaChenPeiYi from Greenview Secondary. Whoever that's not happy with her, feel free to confront her and ask her whats wrong with her fucking fucked up attitude. No wonder nobody likes her. (Whatabitch!) Thanks to her and her Mother. (Thebitchholefamily) That me and my Mum quarreled and somehow-fight. And please lah. Dont think what you put on your blog, ppl will pity you lah okay. Dont act one innocent, just cause you got the gong dai gong cheebye face. No one will fall for it. And people want stare at you, its their business. Call police and drag me into the thing? You pay double for it.

Friday, 13Feb.

Never go to school. Lazy to get up. And partly bcos i realised im having fever after waking up. Might not be going school that often. Cause i suddenly dont like school. And bcos of some reasons. EBaby, Sweetheart and BabyJo, i wont be schooling until i feel like going. I might or might not be going on Monday. Any problems, tell me when im back. No phone currently. So dont bother sms-ing me. Anything, contact me by leaving a tag or offline msg on msn. (L)

I (luv) Baby, EBaby, Sweetheart, BabyJo, Tingting and Muhaimin aka Xiaomin/X.Min (L)

Yes. What a wonderful way to start a new week. As usual, Monday blues >:0 Besides that, i tried to put the alarm to ring earlier than before. It normally rings @ 6. But for the sake of EBaby and QianningSweetheart. I set it to ring @ 5.50. But but but. In the end, i woke up @ 6.50. (Lol!) Yes lah. I overslept. So i rushrushrush. Then take money and cab all the way to school. Went to buy drink also :D (Laughmyassoff manz) Then reached school. EBaby and QianningSweetheart wait for me at the frontgate. Then went off to the toilet. Lessons as per normal. After interaction time. Saw QianningSweetheart on the way, then she say Mr Loh looking for us. Needless to say. Is that pubor complain to teacher lah (-'-) So BabyJo took my bag back to class, then went off with QianningSweetheart. Went down canteen, nobody. So went toilet do hair then on the way want go back, saw Mr Loh, EBaby and Chianhui.

Ni mama fly. Talked and blah. QianningSweetheart keep shooting back whatever Chianhui say. (Laughmyassoff manz) Then whatever Mr Loh say that sounds like he's protecting Chianhui, QianningSweetheart also shoot back. (Laughmyassoff!) Then QianningSweetheart keep showing me her jiaobin. Want laugh but cannot laugh out. Cause i give Mr Loh face. And because i was trying to take the chance to diao Chianhui. (Lol!) Caught her looking at me alot of times. Then i look at her, she turn around. Boji one she. (Rah!) Then she tell Mr Loh say that we told her if she tell DM, then we'll slap her till her mouth bleed. Then what she feel threatened and blah. Alot of bullshit can. (Tsk!) Want get us into trouble by talking bullshit ah. So sad huh, Mr Loh believes us :D And (PS), Tan Chian Hui loves to pengwei. She pengwei can peng until roti prata chaoda okay! Becareful.

Went back to class after that. Stand outside the class bcos Mrs Tan thought i skip lesson until her lesson going finish then come back. So wuliao can (-.-) After that, went in class. BabyJo told me something. Then she cried >:0 Shocked to hear what she's told me. But you go girl, be strong! I'll always be here for you, i promise (L) Ah Teo thought i make her cry. Ni mama fly cansczxzx. (Lol!) Bleeblahbloo. Lessons sian like fuck O: Lucky have Baby and X.Min message me. (Hohohoh) Ya da ya da. After school, walked to bus stop with BabyJo. Then bus-ed to Tmall to meet Baby (L) It has been )(*&^%$#@! years ago since i've last saw him >:0 And yes, i miss him superduperultra muchmuch. Met him at LongJohn, i thought i was late. But he came even later. (BadBadBaby) Walked around to look for Baby's 1st month present. But couldnt find any >:0 So went to food court to get a drink and take a rest while X.Min come find me. Bullied Baby alotlotlot of times. (EvilGrins) Sit till 4plus, X.Min left, then Baby and me went CS to walk around to look for Baby's 1st month present, again. And found some, but Baby buying it alrd >:0 So got to think of something else. And i saw ZulTheSuperman and Mabel @ CS :D (Hohohoh!)

After walking around, went to block 200plus to slack. Luvvvvvvly time with Baby (L) Hohohoh. Slack and blah. Then Baby send me back to Tanah Merah MRT station as his Momma calling him home for dinner :D Baby so kelian (InsertManySadFaces) Keep coughing nonstop and his other piercing seems to be causing him muchmuch pain O: Yet still, i bullied him. (Hohohoh!) But who ask him bully me first >:0 (ServeHimRight?) :D Text-ed Baby and X.Min while on the way home. And then had steamboat with family and Aunt(s) and Uncle(s). Hot steamboat+Gassy cold drink = Mingyi's bursting soon/Mingyi's in pain >:0 Plusplus. My throat's killing me. Must be Baby's fault, cause his throat is in pain also :/ (Hohohoh!) Meeting QianningSweetheart and EBaby tmrw morning. Then afternoon going Tmall with QiannngSweetheart, X.Min and Baby! (L) And Joroc (?) And yaaays! New phone from X.Min tmrw :D Dont have to use the stuck-up phone from SamanthaChen alrd. Till then.......................... :}

Updating as requested from Sweetheart (L) Yesterday morning woke up at 9plus. Then changed and then went to tuition @ Aunt's house with cousin. Half an hour late. (Lol!) Purposely one lah. Chinese so sian. Afterall tuition teacher is Aunt. Bet she wont say anything :D Stayed back after that for extra lessons with cousin while the rest left as me and cousin dont attend the Tuesday lesson. Completed work. Waited for cousin, halfway came home first as Yiling waiting to send me the pictures of Friday Night out :D

Came online. Slept. Watched tv. Yes, very no life. But i cant find anything else to do (-.-) Wanting and Haohao spam my phone. Tmd, spam with call(s) okay! Keep bugging me to go slack @ Block12. But lazy, so stayed at home. At night, talked to Sweetheart. Cannot stand the ChianHui alrd. So decided to find her number and call her. Weizhi and Sheryl like damn enthu lah. Got ChianHui number from EBbay. Then Sweetheart call her and talk. After that, i call then we 3 conference. Sweetheart gan until like damn shuang like that. (Lol!) Talked to her nicely okay. Then we ask her why she must do all those stuffs to EBaby and blah. Then suddenly heard the father asking her why she crying. Then she go complain we scold her. What a bitch! >:0 Me and Sweetheart kup. Then ChianHui father keep calling Sweetheart. Act one lao da. (Pui!) >:0 And the ChianHui everything also cry one. Like as if never cry in her life before. Zzz. After that, talked to Sweetheart and Baby on phone, conference :D Then talked to Haohao. Then went to sleep.

Today. Woke up, then recieve message from unknown number. Then realised is that Haohao give Muhaimin(Min) one. Basket. (Tsk!) Then Min called me. Talked and blah. Then called Haohao. He going find Wanting. Sense something wrong. Everyday meet one. (Lol!) Then talked to Baby, Sweetheart and Min on msn. Damn funny lah, Min :D Ya da ya da, then Min go Bugis. Then now talking to Baby (L) Its been a week since i last saw Baby >:0 I miss him very much oh. Dying to see him tmrwsczxzxzxzxz. And i cant wait to meet with Wanting, Haohao and Min on Tuesday :D

Friday, 6Feb.

As usual, went to school. Met my dearest EBaby for drink. Not breakfast, as we didnt feel like eating (Lol!) Walked to school with EBaby and Herman. Then went to look for Dillion'Baby' at the canteen. My big big sofa (Hohoh!) Talked and slacked with BabyJo also. Lessons as per normal. Physics test is a real gone case >:0 Went straight back after school. Showered, rest and talked to Baby on the phone (L) Then talked on msn with Sweetheart and then left house at 5plus. Headed to Bedok inter to meet Wanting the ahlian (Lol!) Trained to Tampines, then walked around for presents while waiting for Yiling to arrive. Cab(ed) to the Tampnies dont-know-what centre. Saw Salahudin, Farhan and JunHao. Went to HDB block to finish lunch with them and smoke. Then after that, headed to the centre as our counsellor where there.

Slacked in the centre while waiting for Louis. Everyone watched tv tghtr, then i fight with Min using the metal tray for baking one. Whack him until he surrender. (Lmao!) Sing, sang, sung and cam-whored with Wanting, using Junhao's phone. Then changed to Farhan's phone as his camera is infront. So easier for us to check if hair messy or not. (Lol!) But then, quality not-so good lah :} Slacked till Louis came. Then our counsellor gave us moneeeh to take cab. Went to Changi Sailing Club for CNY Dinner. Reached there, choose table sit. There are all the mayors and dont know what MP luh. Share table with one ah-neh MP. Suay like no mother (-'-) Keep down there asking questions. This and that. Ya da ya da~ Wanting buay tahan. Keep diao him. (Lmaosxzxz!) Worse of all is. He took video of us )(*&^%$#@! His mama fly lah. Anyhow video. Tsk! Lao tiko one, that ah-neh.

Buffet-ed and blah. Wanted to change over to the guy's table with Wanting as we dont want to sit with the ah-neh. Eat until damn erxin also lah. He like that also can be MP. I think i also can lahdey. (Lol!) Cause there's singing sessions. Then got this group of girls which we dont know, they sang. Quite nice lah. At first we look at them like very friendly like that. But no, they're not. You want to know what happened? Continue reading :} (Lol!)

After the ah-neh gone. The guys move over to sit with us. We sang songs. Using microphone okehokehokeh. (Lol!) My first time. Damn fun. Sing with them alrd. Blahblahblah, then the dont know what Mayor give orange and angbao. Thought is chocolate-coin nia, but no, it itsn't. Thought inside the most 2 or 4 dollars nia. No, it isn't. They gave 10dollars. T______T Unbelievable right. Everybody get 10dollar each leh. Needless to say. Wanting, Junhao, Louis and blah confirm spend on ciggeratte one. Me? I'll spend it on............................................. (I dont tell you) :P

When we all going back. Wanting and a girl from (the group of girls i mentioned above) dui diao. Then diao here diao there. Wanting cannot stand it, then she shout @ that girl. (Lol!) Then me and Junhao @ that time talking about school stuffs what. We heard Wanting shout, all chua tio. Then that girl shout back. Then almost fight uh. But Wanting gave in, as our counsellor are there. Give them face only. Walking that time, both still staring at each other. After we walked off. Our counsellor knew what happened, so she stopped all of us at the road there and talk. Then the group of girls came out. And then the girl who dui diao with Wanting shout at Wanting. Then another one bang me. Fuck them uh. Ni mama fly bodoh (-'-) In the end, counsellor told us those girls from hostel one. (Lmao!) Hostel. Buay xia suay one leh. Still want create trouble. Next outing if they come. The one who bang me confirm i bang till her mother cannot recogise her uh. Bitch!

Everybody bus-ed back. In the bus, all high. Counsellor let us do what we want. Then Wanting and Junhao start giving everybody nickname. (Lmao!) Then that Louis eating his orange. Then throw seeds at me. Disgusting right (-.-) Ni mama fly. So Farhan peel the orange then give me. Eat halfway, throw everything at Louis. Then throw here, throw there. Everywhere in the bus got orange. (Lol!) And yes. Louis the Loo-loo is a pervert >:0 Hohoh. Bus-ed to Tamp with everybody. Slacked awhile. Then Junhao and Wanting smoke. Bus-ed home and slept :)

Okehokeh, back to blogging. Sorry for the lack of updates, but i have been very busy recently with school work :}

Monday, 2Feb.

School-ed as per normal. Met Ebaby @ Mamashop there and had our standard breakfast :} (Hohoh!) Lessons as per normal, died in POA though. POA sucks to the core >:0 Kill the person who invented POA (!) Dont know what the heck Lim Liang Hee is talking about, and next Wed, there's POA test Chapter 1 to 3. (KillMeFaster) Lunch-ed with Bryan, BabyJo and co. After that, Bryan left early to i dont know where. After school, KailuGirlf came to look for me (L) So sweet huh, stay back just to accompany me :} Slacked awhile, walked around. Then went for Bio test at 250. Laughed like mad with Lebrone and Valarie, insane -.- (Lol!)

After test, went off for CCA. Surprised that there was sec1s, as i've never thought any sec1s would attend. Training were okay-okay. Dillion kept on disturbing, damn ass >:0 After training, got punishments as three people jay-walked last training when going Bedok Reservoir. As a result, whole team took the punishment on their behalf. Run 2 more rounds, 80push-ups and 20 sit-ups. Yes, very tough. But what to do? Cant complain >:0 Met Baby after that, made him wait so long. (InsertManyManySadFaces) Was superduperultraextreme tired. Wanted to sleep sososo badly >:0 After that Baby walked me home. (Hohohoh!) Failed to think of any new tricks to trick Baby >:0 Rah (!)

Tuesday, 3Feb.

School-ed as per normal, ya da ya da. After school, went home, changed and then went to meet Deedee and Momma. Lunched, then went off to the Groupwork thing. Reached very early, so went to the centre thing. Saw Mark, Farhan and Salahudin helping. Sat and waited for Janelle to come. Did stuffs and blah, accompanied Wan Ting to slack as she wanted to smoke. Got this uncle, keep talking to me, Wan Ting and Yiling (-'-) Old tiko, lmaosczxzx. Bus-ed to Tmall, then the two of them send me back (L) Reached home, got scolded by Mother. Because (her) mother called my mother and jiaowei so much. In the end, Momma still trust me :}

To (her): You can tell your mother anything, for all i care. But your mother no need say such things to my mother okay? You think what, your mother very big isit. My problem, i ownself settle. No need you and your mother to extra. What show sms? Then next time whatever your friend tell you, you show your mother lah? She very good, settle everything for you isit? I treated you so well all these while, i thought you were a real good friend that i've found. I felt so glad being your close friend. When something happened to you, i came forward and help you when you didnt know what to do. When you were sad, i became your listening ear and listen to you. Advice you and side you. I didnt tease and dislike you like what others did. But now, im telling you once and for all, i'll never forgive you. If you want to say about me and post it on your blog, go ahead. Cause i dont care whatever you say, as its just all shit (-'-)

Wednesday, 4Feb/ Thursday, 5Feb.

School as per normal. No workshop for the day :} (Hohoh) Went back home and slept till 5plus. Woke up then went tuition. And yes, i've put in my Maths okay :} (InsertManyHappyFaces). Today, went to school as per normal. Met EBaby and Timothy (L) Timothy carried my bag for me, hold my drink and throw my things for me (DoubleL) Hohoh. Went up to EBaby's class after Timothy smoked. Slacked with Herman, EBaby and Timothy. Timothy carried my stuffs for me again (L) P.E, did Javelin. Damn boring >:0 Lessons and blah. Bryan Lau have to clear up the canteen as instructed by DM. (Lol!) Went home straight after school. Homeworked and now relaxing :} (Hohoh) Check back soon yes? And EBaby, ask Timothy to come again tmrw morning :D

Things have been changing between us. We're no longer as close and sweet as we used to do. I miss those times, pretty much. Those time when we spent our afternoons together. Walking side by side with one another, having you by my side was what i was looking forward to all the time. We were looking forward to see one another everyday. Yet now, we hardly have time to meet up. And i believe, your thinking would have change. From the day i was with you, as compared to now, you're so much of a difference. You will give in to me each time, and make me cheer up with those lovely sms(es) in the past. Yet now, you wouldnt even bother doing it. Yes, i want the past back badly. I dont wish to make me the first step anymore, im sick of it. I dont want to lose you either. You're the one who picked me up when i fall from my last relationship. I dont want a point when you make me fall from my current relationship with you. Cause you made me a promise, that you wont do so. I love you as much as i used to do, dearest.